This Christmas was unlike any I’ve ever had before. No presents. No
family. No Christmas Music unless I was singing it (and I must admit to a
little bit of Rudolph as I was walking the streets of Jerusalem).
My family sent me a video of Santa Claus and his elves…it was before I
left for Israel. It showed elves working a machine to guess what
presents children wanted for Christmas. I watched it with Nathan sitting
beside me. After spending six months in this country, I couldn’t help
but laugh. It’s focus on morality and material rewards both seem so
foreign to me now. In this country, a child can commit the most serious
offence, but as long as s/he were penitent, the family and community
would accept her/him back instantly. Living in Gldani, a present maybe
consisted of a token bought on the side of the street, but one was all
that could be afforded. I was traveling with Nathan during the holiday
season, and we did not bother with such extraneous symbols. We wished
each other a happy holiday, gave toasts to what the day meant, and that
was more than enough. This was the first Christmas that I felt
completely satisfied…probably because I wasn’t expecting anything.
On Christmas Eve Nathan and I made our way to St. George’s Episcopal
Cathedral in Jerusalem, wandering through the Orthodox and Arabic
neighborhoods to find our way. Before we even left, Nathan had
researched a place to celebrate a Christmas Eve Mass. While spending
time at our couchsurfing host’s, we found on the interwebs that they
were hosting a bus tour to the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem for a
Lessons and Carol service, the first I had ever heard of. It was too
late to register online, but we figured we’d stop by during the day of
the 24th to see what was happening.
We found the church, stepped through the electronic gates a second
before they closed, and then feared we were locked in. After a bit of
wandering through the grounds and gardens, we doubled back to look
inside the chapel (they were setting up for the service) and then found a
priest. Nathan began to say that we had heard of the service online,
and knew that the application date had passed, and in the middle of the
build up to the question if they had any places left, the priest
interrupted and said: “come on! Let’s do it.” He brought us into the
office and we were written onto the bottom of the list. “You see, we
always leave a few open spaces on the bus, just in case things like this
happen,” he informed us. “Come back at seven, and we’ll be leaving.”
We returned at the appointed time to find many British, American, and
many other nationalities standing around waiting for the bus. We met
one Priest, who studied in Cambridge, who happened to know two
professors at Nathan’s Alma Matter. I met one neat young man named Phil
who was planning on studying aviation near Pittsburgh the following
year, so I told him to look me up. A nice group. Then we stepped on the
bus, and as we circulated Jerusalem for thirty minutes, Nathan and I
made “ak gamicheret!” jokes…
Finally, we made our way out of the city…and got stuck in traffic. It
was a short highway to the checkpoint in the wall separating Israel
proper and the West Bank of Palestine; once we got through, the world
changed. Christmas light, shop fronts run down but swamped with
customers and men sitting around laughing spilling into the streets. The
ran started.
By the time we reached the end of the main street, the rain was
coming down in sheets. A smooth wind pulled it into our hats and boots.
Some of the churchgoers had no protection against the sky’s gift as we
made our way to Manger Square, the large square filled with year-long
Christmas shops devoted to tourists and the Church of the Nativity. We
found our place in line, the church not opening for us for another hour
and a half, alongside a rigid row of Palestinian army men, equipped with
AK-47s.
Nathan and I were quite equipped for such weather, used to traveling
this time and adorning ourselves in wool and synthetics, but even so the
rain started to soak in as the square was packed with people wanting to
play with the tourists. At various points, the soldiers tried to move
the crowd as motorcades of black SUVs roared through our line onto the
main road. At this point, we realized that something else must be going
on; there couldn’t be all of this security for the tourists wanting to
see the church of the manger on Christmas Eve.
After a long hour or so, during which the group was separated and
reformed several times, we were allowed in. Part of what made this
entire process difficult were the Crusades. Originally, when the Church
was commissioned in 327AD (one of the oldest continuing functioning
church in the world), it had a magnificent stone doorway, but during the
following two Crusades, it was reduced in size twice to defend against
invaders. Currently, although both original outlines can still be seen,
on man must crouch to fit through. The perfect bottleneck situation.
We made our way through the main chapel, up some stairs, and out into
an interior courtyard with another humility dour leading into St.
George’s Chapel (St. George and the five patterned cross…constant themes
leading me to think of Georgia…). Half of us made our way in, including
Nathan, when we were told there was no more room until the delegation
came out. Uhhh, what?? It was at this point, me standing in the end of
the line with some of the ministers, rain pouring down, that I
discovered that this was a particularly special service. Not only was
the Anglican Archbishop of Jerusalem and the Middle East in attendance,
but so was the Patriarch of the Greek Orthodox Church in Jordan, the
crown princes of Belgium and Jordan, and the President of the
Palestinian Authority. Nathan was inside and heard the explanation of
the first reading, in which the Archbishop of Jerusalem dedicated the
church’s support to the peace process. Eventually, as I chatted with the
Jordanian and Palestinian Authority bodyguards, the delegation made
there way out. The Pres. of the PA was so close I could have easily
touched him. They made there way out of the door, stooping low as was
necessary for any man in this place, and we made our way in as the
service was started again.
This small group of the faithful, singing carols and listening to
readings in an absolutely beautiful cathedral, adorned with ancient
artifacts, listening to the Patriarch read in Greek, rain dripping off
of us…surely, this was Christmas. Eventually, we began to make our way
out after the service. I hung back, and saw in the original cathedral
steps leading beneath the Alter. I broke off—this once-in-a-lifetime
opportunity was well worth the possibility of being left behind in the
West Bank—and made may way down the ancient stone steps weaving between
nuns praying rosaries and waiting for the magic hour, when Christ would
be born again in the eternal mystery. And there it was, the star that
marked the spot of the manger. Many tourists were lining up and taking
pictures in front of it. That not being quite my style, I paid my
respects, and walked out amoungst the faithful and the frivolous. I
walked down the street away from the church and tried to find our buses;
as I walked, I thought of the time of the year, where I had just been,
and what it meant to so many who believed, and so many who wanted to see
it because others believed.
We made it back to the church in Jerusalem, a bit late for the
midnight service, but we had the priests with us. It was a beautiful
service, and afterwards we stepped once more into the rain to head home,
or rather, to a traveler’s home.
The day afterwards, my mom emailed me to ask if I had seen/ gotten caught up in the fight between Orthodox and Armenian Clerics at the Church.
Luckily, I got to walk away with the impression of people of multiple
faiths coming together to find their commonalities and a path to peace,
especially in such a politically disputed area, and did not
witness squabbling amoung men of the cloth.
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